Pendirian

Aku tak faham dengan perempuan ni. Ada seorang perempuan ni, kononnya bercinta dengan suami aku, the day i got married to my husband, dia tukar status wasap "i dont care". I assume, she dont care whether my husband marrying me or not, she still want my husband. Whatever. Tapi bila aku berhadapan dengan perempuan ni, menyuruh dia berterus terang tentang hubungan dia dan suami aku, which at this point, im so much ready, in fact, eager to let him go (because i have trouble letting people who doesnt want to let me go, go). Aku minta dia beri aku bukti jika hubungan dia dan si suami masih diteruskan, so they both can live happily ever after. Aku dh menyampah menjadi org yang kena tipu, when they happily play hide n seek around me. Play around the bush, n what so ever. So, if they want to be together, i'll just give him up.

Im not trying to be a heroin or nice girl or that kind of things, i just dont like all those dramas n all the lies. But guess what, she said they have break up (so what? I still have to keep on playing your shit, n u just can go? Uurrgghh). Back to the topic, i asked her to give me proofs if their relationship still continue, so i can show that to my husband, n i can walk away, n he cannot say that im just imagining things anymore. So she said yes. She will let me know. N unbelievingly, i trust her.

Aku katakan pada perempuan tu, aku tau ada banyak jenis perempuan dalam dunia ni, ada yg faithfull to love, ada yg xkisah bercinta dgn suami org, ada yg hanya suka bila si lelaki lebih menangkan dia dari si isteri. I said to her, i dont know where your stand. But as much as i can see, "u dont mind becoming the 2nd wife. Which i cant accept. So, its just me who can accept that, so i'll go. U dont have to worry, he will find u your madu within less than 6 month." Thats what i said to her.

Now she start speaking. She said she want him for herself. N only for herself. N she tells me my husband keep asking her to be patient, he'll make sure they will be together. N she said she also doesnt want to share her husband with anyone else (go n fuck youself. I dont care about your thoughts, all i care is whether u want him or not, i want to give him to u! N i dont give a damn if he wants or doesnt wants to marry u after our divorce).

Anyway, no news up untill now. I once asked my husband to just go to her. He said, even if he let me go, he wont be marrying her. (Like i give a damn).