Marriage life

Im so done n tired. I dont know for how many times.

Now, for me, a happy marriage is, a life where u just focus on the needs of the house. If everything done, then, your wife or your husband cannot intefere with his other life. In other words, u just have tontrust him or her when thrysaid they wanna go out to meet freinds, they have jobs to be done and etc. If u trying to confirm whether what he or she tell u isbthe truth or not, then, u may will be getting your marriage into disaster.

the point is, im not fake. Not with anybody. Neither in whatever im doing. So how can i just leave all the details like that? How can i pretend that i believe my husband? For me.. If u want another woman, go n chase her, but pls drop me... At least allow me to go.

I have a life to chase too. I leave my freedom just to be with u. I set my distance among friends just for u. I leave my dreams to venture the world so i can always be beside u. I am so passionate n devote to u. But u find another woman for fun. Arent u happy enough to be with me? If u are not, then tell me, i can leave in a snap. I dont need someone who doesnt appreciate my presence. I dont need someone who flirt with others when im not looking.

If u still wants to do those, please, be my guess. I understand a human afterall, a man. But dont have comitment with me, just be my friends.