Ramadhan

Ramadhan 1438 H. This is the worst ramadhan i've ever been through. Today its already 17 of Ramadhan. I fast for only 6 days. I dont know whether its really because of im pregnant that i cant bear tha hunger or, is it because of me who doesnt want to fast. Im getting worst each and everyday. I havent solat for quiet sometimes. Dont ask about reciting quran. Im frust actually, but im not doing anything to improve myself. I just let it be... But im not with what im doing to myself. I want to change.